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2, originally uploaded by Emma G. Photography.

I feel the need to blog about yesterdays post. For some reason I can’t stop looking at this photo. Believe it or not, as twidted as it seems, I am proud of it. There is something to be said for artistic expression, even if it isnt pretty. I feel that i have captured, through my photography and design, an illustration of my soul as it is right now. I feel relieved to get it out. It’s so weird, but ever since I posted this photo I have felt a bit of the weight on my heart lifted. I guess it’s like writing in a journal, you always feel better once you get it all out. So here it is…im broken. The world can see my pain now. And im proud that i am not afraid to show these scars and bruises to the world, i feel vulnerable but in a good way. Like it’s my accountability. Now i must get better, and i must make my life right again. I WILL make it right again. I am so determined to get something i deserve this year. 2010 will be my year. I am going to be proactive. I am going to post a portrait of myself at least once a week for my Project 365, and i really want to see a positive trend as the months pass. As you can see, im starting from the bottom, so the only way i can go from here is UP!
Lord, please give me the strength to take control of my situation.
that’s all for now.